বুধবার, ১৯ মে, ২০১০

আত্তহত্যা অজানা


Bandhugon,haua ghurse,shomoy palte jasse druto ar tar
shathe shathe ameo bodle jassi

...bahu bosor aage ak shabuj shondhay akontho pan kore
likheselum attohottar prothom kobita...tarpor boiri haua ghure gase onekta
shomoy, ar bodle jaua??she to amul poribortoner jhore natun jonmo karo!

bandhugon, shei selebela theke ami onontor kebol herei
eshesi;amar porajito peetar kas theke a amar oishorjer moto bongshogoto
paua....

Intensive care unit a buke betha ar shash koshte mara
jabar aage drishtihin gholate chokhe tini bole geaselen:'jibone tor onek koshto
hobe re baap, parbi to shob shamal dete???'

amar porajito peeta more gea bechesen;noyto noshto
jiboner beshamal koshter pahar dekhe aro onek beshi koshto peten shojjo
korbar...!

bandhugon, ami ishore bishash korina

tothakothito kapurush keu jodi thekeo thake nirapode
shaat asmaner upor

...tar nitihin tusso drishtipaat, koshto paua manusher upor

amake proshnobidho
korese tar jonno shope deya shomosto doyalu naamer

jodi vooler prayshichitto manush e thik kore day nirbikar

jodi ridoyer bodole bikri hoy, ridoy naamer shob kothin
pathor

jodi neoto pore thake nobojatoker lash, jholmole alor
rastay

tabe j kono agunei purota jibon shope dete raji

shudhu ami ishor manbo na.

bandhugon ami hoyto j kono vabei jibon k nea jete
partam...beshar dalal othoba local bus er conductor holeo kisumatro apotti selo
na kono

shudhu kobitar shathe bojhaporata tumul biporjoyer deke
...na darale

aakhono ami rongchota chule haua lagea khola rastay ghure
berate partam..

akhono ami j kono ondhokare darea sheetraate dhorate
partam shidhir shosta cigarette.

bandhugon,omemangsheto shob romonir veere ami jake
valobesheselum...shei parboti akhon shohore

dakat shamir ghare char shontaner jononi hoyese..,

...amake sure fele akdin sheo posh mane durdanto lompoter,

shornokarer dokan theke gorea ane shamir deya dui vori
ononto bala.

bandhugon ami isse korlei bish khete partam,

amar ghare packet vorti selo ghumer bori,

isse korle shobgulo muthi te pure ameo shue porte partam
j kono rail er rastay....

isse korle omabosahy
ameo taake tule ene bolatkar korte partam....

kintu korini.

bandhugon, ami shob ferot dete jani, shudhu koshto sara................

atodin por shei parboti k lul tip ar boishakhee sharee te boro bemanan laage..

tabu megh banea taake neai aajkal kobita likhse ak
bodmaish kobi,

'lungir tole tar shona kharaise' bolte pare na-tai likhe-'aaj
megh hoye sute chai tomar achol'

tar shob fulel shobder gaye 'thutu' setai ami

shob 'shala chotmarani'..............!!!

bandhugon,ami valo bongsher sele...

amar pitripurush soudi theke hajj kore onek punno(?) nea
esheselen...

...otimatrar shei punner vaar shoite na pere obosho amar mod
o meye manushe obostha khanikta beshamaal

tabuo....

bishash karun, ami kauke koshto dete chaina

karon koshter kuth koylay pure ami jani durdanto shob
koshter ojana uttor

shudhu majhe majhe khun chepe jay...valobashar norom
shorire muita dea vor shondhay ameo gali dea uthi-'khankir pola'

bandhugon haua ghurse, shomoy palte jasse druto, ar ameo
bodle jassi.....

j vabe bodle gase amar e ak dhormo bandhu peeta

belati degree nea eshe she 'dhora k shora ar amake mora'

gan korse.......karuk

puslam na...tatei ba ki! majhe majhe jibon tabu boddo oashohay oi na paua romonir kase

RONG theke kena"bandhur jonno valobasha"lekha
mog tir moto,

matir beral ar nil pordar moto

lul dorakata sharee ar kalo blouse er moto ameo majhe
majhe vishon nirupay
..

..A o bujhi-'jonmodata jonok'

joto lompot e houk na kano,turuper tash tar peetar
porichoy..

...amake nisho kore tai shadhu shaje oi bejonma bodmaish..

'George a culver'
bottle urea dea she o shoy parbotir shathe shararaat

akdin oi shuorer bacca k ami dekhe nebo

akdin oi kuttar bacca k ami dekhe nebo

ami nijekei nije bishash korte pari na akhono

valobashar ki day porese ar...!!

tai durlov bashi shune parbotir o shorir veje majhraate

she o gopone tokhon dial kore kono durer number,moner moyla jodeo monei theke jay

shorir shajate prostoot

pet ar gaal shukea she o kamona kore ak jubok purush

..
bandhugon, amar boro klanto laage jokhon ami manush chini
na

jeans ar fatua pore jholmole party te

...shugondhi purusher shorir gheshay j utfullo hashi day

taakeo akshomoy dekhesi ki vishon shohoj... office faki
dea 'kodbell' haate nea rickshay ghora shei parboti ,j shamir shontan pete near jonno
adorer buke mukh chepe boleselo prothom
'bismillah'...

takeo chinte parini atota bosor

bandhugon, shudhu akjon shakhir ovab selo bole noy,
amnetei she muse felto nil kagoje amar pashe ghumea thaka tar nijer porichoy...

akhon amar prithibir kase chaua paua shob e shunno

probol jore ami din raat assonno hoye pore thaki...majhe
majhe takea dekhi shonda ashe,vor hoy....

ami bujhte pari amar mathay keu pani dhalse,shei pani
amar kase ushno mone hoy..

..
adho jagroto obosthay ami parboti k dekhi...she jano
eshese amar kase.ki sposhtoi na dekhay taake. parboti bole-abar ashukh badheasish
pagla?

ami ovoyer hashi deyar cheshta kori..,
...
parboti bole-tui amake chinte parsish?

hmm

bol ami k?

parboti!

kotodin por toke dekhte elum''''

tumi to ashoni,ami ghorer modhe tomake dekhsi

akhono paglami?

hmm

dekhona aktu haat barea amake sute paro ki na!

parsi na parboti!amar haat pa pathorer moto vari..

tahole ami sporsho kori...

bolei parboti tar thanda haat rakhe amar kopale, tar mukh
jhuke neme ashe amar upor. ami dekhi parbotir kajol deya boro boro chokh pani
te tolmol korse.polok felar shathe shathe tar ak fota eshe amar gale pore. ami
sheure kepe kepe uthi...

bandhugon, erokom
kokhono hobe na,dujoner path gase beke.....ami bujhi,hoyto janeo kokhono
kokhono...

magar youhe...kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata
...hai..... na koii rah, na manzila, na roshanii kaa suraag
bhatak rahii hai khayaalon mainn zindagii merii
inhiin Khyaalon mein rah jaauungaa kabhii kho kar....
main jaan taa huun mere ham-nafas,

magar yuun hii
kabhii kabhii mere dil mein Kayaal aataa hai ...............

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